Who Are You Really

Sarah Winchester, a widow driven to insanity had a house like a maze, unsure where you’d end up next. The mansion in California said to be haunted was occupied with one woman and many ghost seeking revenge for their deaths indirectly caused by Oliver Winchester Sarah’s husband. He and Sarah’s daughter died suspiciously and perhaps she’d be the next. To trick the evil souls in her home she made her house into a puzzle, as is the mystery of the Winchester mansion.

Ghosts wander the halls of the Winchester mansion with only one thing on their minds, vengeance. The Winchester’s family before tragedy was known for rifles mainly used in the civil war, and people killed by that weapon sought revenge. Sarah, the wife of the Winchester family, suffered a great loss when her husband and nine day old daughter had passed away, but things took a turn for rock bottom when Sarah went to see a fortune teller.

“There is a curse which took the life of your husband and child... Ghosts roam the halls seeking vengeance because of the weapons created by the Winchesters family... You must flee and build a home for you and spirits who’ve fallen from this terrible weapon. You must never stop building or you will share the same fate and you husband and daughter. Keep building and you will live. Stop and you will die.” Sarah did as told and that’s when havoc spilled into Sarah’s life. She fled to San José, California where she found a 6 room house. It did not stay that way though once what the medium said caught up to her.

“For the next 36 years, they built and rebuilt, altered and changed and constructed and demolished one section of the house after another. She kept 22 carpenters at work, year around, 24 hours each day. The sounds of hammers and saws sounded throughout the day and night.” She built on so much because there where many traps she’d hoped would trick the evil spirits and make them leave. Mishap struck when the San Francisco earthquake of 1906 hit the mansion. Sarah thought of it as punishment for finishing off the front of her home. She boarded up the front so it was never to be finished. One rainy night after conversing with the spirits Sarah Winchester went to sleep. Permanently.

Was Sarah simply off her rocker or is there something, or even someone lurking in the dark halls of the Winchester mansion. There have been many reports of orbs seen floating threw rooms in the mansion. The house is very strange, endless it seems. Sarah was only a misfortunate widow caught in the wrong situation, shaken from loses she suffered, and cursed. even though Sarah seemed crazy there is the slightest chance that the Winchester mansion was indeed infested with chaotic revenge-thirsty so

Q is always so ashamed or so proud. like he's bipolar

Q often goes back and forth between prideful arrogance and shameful embarrassment. In the text Q exhibits prideful arrogance in several situation such as when he says: “ but we had nothing in common with them; on the contrary, our skin, smooth and slippery, was such as no fish ever had”. This shows that he thinks that land animals are more visually pleasing, than old fish. In several cases he obviously forgets where he comes from.

He shows shamefulness when he reflects on Lll’s family who seems to be some of the most civilized land creatures that existed at the time. “her relatives made me a bit ill at ease; hers was one of those families who had become established on earth in the earliest period and had finally become convinced they had never lived anywhere else.” This shows that he feels inferior to land creatures that were born on land, as if he was jealous. Obviously he is somewhat self concious

Lastly, he shows more arrogance when he is speaking with Lll about his uncle, when explaining that they would populate the world as land creatures he says “stop repeating that old fool’s nonsense. The world belongs to those with legs, not to fish, and you know it.” This shows again that he is being proud and discriminative to fish. He’s saying that land creatures are better and are the ones that deserve the world.

WELLTHEN

okay so this post will basically contain my experiences from back in chicago


Ode to the Lovely Dream
The dull gray life I live is so much more exciting with the non-real twist of my imagination. I wait the whole day just to sleep so I can have the perfect dream. Whether it is on the beach with an unimaginably attractive person, or throwing eggs at Canadian police with my best friend from Chicago, nothing is better than being in a dream. Life is wild, dangerous, and irreversible, it can’t be changed or simply imagined and every second the clock is ticking. In a dream time can stand so still, like a picture, that when u wake up you could have dreaming a life time full of all the things u desire most. Cruel is how the cold eyes of life look at me but in my dreams all the eyes that stare are warm and kind. Too bad we can’t imagine life of life would be a dream.

ode to the chicago species

The quiet fishy little town on the bay called alameda isn’t the worst place but certainly isn’t the best, but a little place with big dreams, strives on the lively people, Chicago. The leopard print heel clicks on the pavement, the sophisticated sips of Starbucks Cappuccino, sounds of the city transit and chattering of friends and black suite business men. Nothing can get a person excited like the huge shining reflective peanut, or the tall Willis Tower that everyone still calls the Sears Tower. Amongst all the wonderful sites the most breath taking place and most likely to catch an eye is the Buckingham Fountain with many bright lights in the mesmerizing evenings. The newest jazz player, guitarist or even pianist, fresh as baby’s breath, on some occasions stand at the corner to play with love for their beloved city, and also bit of spare change. Everyone seems to have that sense of fashion, the glamour, the beauty, what the top fashionistas call the “it” factor. At last though, my day dream is over and I am back to listening to the 6 year old kid next door crying obnoxiously loud for about 6 hours a day, as well as the smell of fish.Oh how the difference between alameda and Chicago.

my youtube video

:DD check us out skippin down the hallways rollin on the floor, so much fun

what did cheerleaders do GOSH

 I found this quote I want to expand on in Lhadze's blog.

 "their weaklings who are wimps without the cheerleading squad behind them"

it really makes me giggle inside my head to see being a cheerleader used a stereotype for a bully. at the same time it bothers me and id just like to point out that not all cheerleaders are the evilest people ever. alot of them are weird, like not even joking they are weird like enjoying putting baloney on their faces. My point in saying that is mainly a cheer squad might think its cute to imitate something like mean girls or what ever but media is making the stereo types even worse. I of all people know words hurt. I hurt people with my words sometimes and sometimes people hurt me.

these girls who are considered so evil aren't evil at all. its just america likes to take  a small group and generalize the whole town based off of one person they met there. we are all guilty of being judgmental. how could u possibly thing with out judging right. the difference is whether the judgement is prejudice or not. People say things sometimes that are mean, and make other people feel like the poop of the poop. while yeah its not nice and its mean and evil and blah blah blah, it's going to happen. its human nature to judge but it doesn't have to be human nature to be prejudice.

and now *drum roll* i will put in a poetry piece to go along with what i wrote

if i had a cat and he was fat i'd call him a lazy cat.
what if he wasnt lazy.
same with a person,
if i saw a person and called him fat
what if it was built in their genes to be that way
and of all the things we tend to say the ones that hurt most are the ones that are from the mouths of people who didnt know

if i had purple skin and weird eyes would that make me an alien. whos to say. why does it matter if im an alien. are you the alien police. i think not! GOSH

lol idk why i wrote that but i like it an it made me laugh

this weeks analysis

Sometimes you just gotta deal with it:

 This week has been the whiniest week of my life. I have need seen so much whining and I have never whined so much. I don't think that whining is a good think personally. I’m not really sure how to avoid whining or venting. It’s like word vomit, it just easy to say something. It just rolls right off of my tongue, but it’s venomous and it can be very offensive to other people. I’m not sure how to vent but therapy could be an option.

Maybe I should just go cry: 

Well I mean it’s not like I can’t cry, so why not? I think people should cry more. Without being a cry baby. I’m trying to avoid brain tumors 

Facebook you don’t want to know what's on my mind:

Don’t ever ask me what’s on my mind because I will lie. Not for the heck of it. But back to what I said, I talk about something; it comes out as word vomit. So what to do. Wing it, make something up. 

People on dumb stuff: 

Yeah everyone is tired of them but they never go away. I feel whiney right now. I want to sing, sing a song. I feel like writing a song 

realizing that its hard to get over hurt of someone close to you is hard and personally its hard for me to not vent. to those that i vent to please ignore me. ignorance is mans greatest weakness, and that i have known for a long time. i wish i could have applied it. oh well, im sorta just waiting around on my butt. is it because im bored no, is it because im depressed maybe of is it because i need to learn how to not act like a 60 year old woman. i mean really? who watches soap operas. no one... 

REBUTTAL: Death Penalty Con side

                          My opponents say that the death penalty will strengthen the economy and sets an example for the rest of the world. Instead of keeping criminals in jails for long periods of time, they should be executed in order to save America and its citizens money. Even though taxpayers pay for criminals to live in a prison, and cause problems for them, taxpayers are doing some good for the world. Taxpayers are not only paying for prisoners’ accommodations, but also their life. By saying that it is a waste of money to keep prisoners, my opponents are also saying that there is a money value on their life. A life is a life, and there are people that feel remorse when the stated “legally murders” them.
                          “With the death penalty the money left over can be used for education and other programs that are in debt. Some may argue that the death penalty is expensive, but a lethal injection isn’t the only way to serve justice, methods such as hanging or electrocution will do just fine.This may sound scary, but once the body scents the reality of death it goes numb so the criminal won't feel a thing, said by Time. But that wouldn’t matter since most feel no remorse anyway. Also, if the death penalty gets veto keeping inmates who commit unspeakable crimes in jail will destroy the economy. Gradually in time, crimes will come to a minimum and there will be no reason to have the death penalty.”
                              During the debate during class, my opponent stated that the death penalty is cheap, “Death penalty only costs two dollars.”
                             Hanging people may sound like an easy process, but in truth, it is not. When someone is hung, the organs in their body go toward their feet and their bones in their arms and legs also slide down toward the floor. The person being hung doesn’t stop feeling pain until their body weight pulls so hard on their neck that is snaps and at this point the body goes numb and the person drowns in their blood. “It may sound scary” is an under statment!